These things happened to me

These things happened to me. finally i believed in what i was experiencing i: came in. They hurt me very bad. (I shd say They hurt You. You are Me.)
Lonley. i say "i want… " you say i can't have.
what does tarin give me? love?
love doesn't mean anything does it? so tiny. an essential nutrient eventually you die w/out it. for a while i was ok cuz i knew the little dog loved me. see? just a little bit. My Imaginary Sister Tracy Lyall wd say say she loved me which didn't mean a lot to me. Once - here in SF - she sed she felt bad that she didn't do more to find me a a girlfren. i think you were my secret by then…

Love is meaningless
and useless
That's the best thing
about it.

as if our friendship
weren't already ruined

the dryer is broken in an interesting way. the timer keeps ADDING time.
when i looked at the orishas cards they spoke of betrayal and broken love.
i put them away.

i don't love you like i want to be in love w/ you. when we make love i start to feel in response to how you feel. i get caught up. i add up all the things: you take care of me enough - i'm encouraged to take care of myself. i like you lots, and admire yr talent enormously. you can do a lot of everythings. can we take over the world? can you write a runawy best seller? those depend on Them and whether They love us. (or you.)
(the world resists being taken over)
i was sad that you weren't w/ me, and didn'y understand the frangible mincy, or jennifer (a verb - i didn't say that one out loud) or any other of the acid words. i wanted to go to a nice place together, and all we cdn't.